Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Before I was a Mom...


Before I was a Mom: I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him/her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

What a joy it is to be someone's mom, or even better, a mom of two! HAVE A BLESSED DAY!!

4 comments:

Marissa said...

Marie, I love that! There are so many things that we take for granted and I am so glad to be a mom, too! Thanks for an inspirational post!

The Shumway Family said...

Do you have a magic potion to make your kids smile so cute for pictures? They take awesome pictures, very cute!

Sue said...

Marie,
You are amazing. You should become a writer. What a sweet collections of thoughts about being a mom. You are the best. Love you, Mom

Brooke Ertel said...

Well I have to tell you that you have an error in this post. You have in fact been peed on previously. One word: Lacie. I believe that you were the lucky one. Right?

Please correct me if I am wrong.